September 1st came...and went. It seemed like any other day. Life went on as usual. I thought it would be different. I guess i didn't really know what to expect. There was no total eclipse, no sonic boom nothing to signify the end of our hopes and dreams. It was just like any normal day.
I feel defeated in a way. Like Vietnam got the best of me. Like Vietnam was dangling an apple in front of me saying go ahead take a bite but before i can even take a bite they pull it away and laugh. I don't know weather to laugh or cry. All i can do is do on like business as usual. But i don't feel the same as i did a few weeks ago. I was hopeful then. Now i am defeated.
At this point all we can do it wait to see if Vietnam will open up anytime soon. I guess in the next few weeks we are going to talk about what to do next. If we are going to wait it out with Vietnam or move on.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
defeated
Posted by Jessica at 10:37 AM
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I have checked your blog from time to time from Kelli's blog. I just wanted to say that I am thinking of you two during this dificult time. This is just so heartbreaking. May your next decision bring blessings. Take Care.
I am so sorry Jessica. My heart breaks for you. I hope you find peace with the Vietnam situation. I know your little girl will come home and hopefully it's soon!
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